Inspire.

ME TOO.

Thu, 30 May 2013 03:31:02 -0400

ME TOO.

So true!

Wed, 29 May 2013 19:18:07 -0400

So true!

Stuck on repeat.

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 16:07:09 -0400

The alarm sounds. I drag my half limp body out of my stationary cloud—dreading the trek to my bathroom. I wash my face, brush my teeth and try to manage my hair. Everyday is the same thing, like a song stuck on repeat; no matter how many times I attempt to change it, the annoying tune buries itself deeper with each passing moment. I wake up hoping today will be the day when the ice cracks but every night I go to sleep incased in frozen walls. The alarm sounds. I drag my half limp body out of my stationary cloud—dreading the trek to my bathroom.

SO TRUE! <3

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 22:00:55 -0400

SO TRUE! <3

TRUE FACT!!!! lol

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 19:15:05 -0500

TRUE FACT!!!! lol

Funny.

Thu, 10 Jan 2013 01:06:00 -0500

It’s funny how you say you’re not looking for anything serious…

I figured you were like that. What do you think I am: Delirious?!

Yet you get upset when I’m close with another man…

I’m getting mixed signals, won’t you help me understand?

But of course, now you ignore me-

in fear of me being too clingy.

If only you knew how little I cared…

then maybe you wouldn’t be running away scared.

Forget it and forget you, I’m done wasting my time.

And on you I’m never going to waste another rhyme.

One day.

Thu, 10 Jan 2013 01:06:00 -0500

What will I do?

Where will I go?

Who will I become?

Why do I have so many questions?

Why must I always seek answers?

Will there ever be a day where I won’t have to worry?

Will there ever be a day where I can say “I am truly happy?”

With that I only have one question left…

Will that day come before or after death?

Not like the cover.

Thu, 10 Jan 2013 00:53:00 -0500

I can’t believe you…

you’re nothing like I thought you were.

You’re just like the rest—

though you preach a different story.

I’m appalled by your hypocrisy.

It’s funny how I thought you were different.

I guess I can’t always be right.

I’m disappointed, but I know…

I’ll be better off on my own.

Unpleasant.

Thu, 10 Jan 2013 00:38:36 -0500

It’s like a flower afraid to bloom,

It’s like a snapping dog.

It’s like a sunburn in June,

It’s like a dense fog.

It’s like a giant oak that’s not strong,

It’s like a thorn on a rose.

It’s like winter all year long,

It’s like a kink in a hose.

It’s like a concrete tower,

It’s like a shoe with no laces.

It’s like a cold shower,

It’s like a sentence with no spaces.

It’s like an angry letter,

It’s like a frozen stream.

It’s like a song that could sound better,

It’s like another interrupted dream.

Fighter.

Mon, 17 Dec 2012 20:30:16 -0500

Ask me who I am and I’ll tell you.

I am a fighter.

I don’t throw punches—unless I have to.

Life pushes me around, but I just hold on tighter.

There will always be ups and downs,

you can’t please everyone.

When my smiles turn to frowns,

I fight my way back into the sun.

I don’t care what others think of me;

spreading rumors with their friends over tea.

I don’t care if my best friend is a lighter,

I am what I am—and that’s a fighter.

Better off.

Sun, 09 Dec 2012 15:32:00 -0500

I don’t know what to say….

It’s better off this way?

I’ll never forget you.

Even though I don’t want to, I know I’m going to miss you.

Our lives are just destined for separate directions.

It was never meant to be;

we both knew it from the start.

I despise goodbyes.

I’ll always remember our time together;

though now I look at it in a different light.

Who knows…. we might meet again someday;

If not…. yes, it’s better off this way.

Thinking of you...

Fri, 19 Oct 2012 19:37:39 -0400

Nothing.

That is what I feel.

I’m an empty closet,

waiting for someone to fill me.

I’m a pot of boiling water;

forever unsettled.

If I jump into what we could be…

Will I fall?

Will you be the death of me?

I just don’t know anymore.

I’m teetering on the edge of insanity.

Is it because you’re not here?

I couldn’t say for sure.

So what’ll it be?

Will you push me?

Summertime Blues.

Thu, 02 Aug 2012 14:57:00 -0400

Unwelcome thoughts stumbling through my head,

fantasies of love that will never come true.

A self-torture that won’t cease until summers end,

a feeling that won’t be quenched until I have you.

Like the season itself these emotions will slowly fade away,

summer will turn to fall…. fall to winter. No matter how hard I try, I know you won’t stay.

The only memory I will have left of you,

is the lingering feeling of the summertime blues.

Letters to David.

Sun, 13 May 2012 01:21:00 -0400

You are the one,

You are the one I have chosen.

As you have once led your sheep, now you will lead my people.

Have faith in me and you can do all things. Trust in me and nothing is impossible.

Serve me and I will give you what you need. Praise me and I will give you what you want.

Repent and I will forgive you. Do holy in my eyes and you will be blessed.

Love others as I have loved you. Forgive others as I have forgiven you. Do not judge man for that is only up to me.

As I have promised, you will become king.

Follow me and I will give you wisdom.

Follow me and I will give you wealth.

Teach your sons my way and they will become kings.

Believe in me and you will have eternal life.

Welcome Home!

Thu, 03 May 2012 15:23:00 -0400

Where am I?

It shouldn’t be hard to tell,

It’s a place with no pain, no suffering.

A place where praise rings like a bell.

It’s a place where joy soars like a dove.

A place where there is only love.

Welcome home!

"“Look up idiot in the dictionary, you know what you’ll find?” “A picture of..."

Mon, 19 Mar 2012 21:40:31 -0400

“

“Look up idiot in the dictionary, you know what you’ll find?”
“A picture of me?”
“No! The definition of the word idiot which you- I love you! I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I promise I’ll never yell AGAIN!”

hahahahahaha I love it :P

”

Candy.

Sat, 17 Mar 2012 19:22:00 -0400

Smoking heroine

The moments temptation

A picture of pure delight

An indescribable feeling

I was hooked

I could already feel the numbing heat seeping into my veins

Making it impossible to get away

My legs went weak

I was soon drenched in sweat

It was all too much

I don’t want anymore

The nerves, the adrenaline

Pounding like a thousand drums

I was dying for oblivion

Take me away

Just somewhere to exist

Blurred and vacant

No life. No soul. No comfort.

So true.

Thu, 16 Feb 2012 16:58:17 -0500

So true.

High Hopes.

Wed, 08 Feb 2012 22:05:52 -0500

This is for all the teenage girls out there: Things don’t always work out the way you had hoped.

I feel like I should tell you that prom is one of those things. Every girl dreams of the perfect night. Her ‘the one’ dress and her ‘dream’ guy and of course the magical slow dance shared between them. I just want to let you know that it might not end up that way, but that’s no reason to give up on romance. You will have plenty of time for that after highschool.

Your life is what you make it! Sure you can have THE dress but you have to take the time to look for it and when you find it, be prepared to spend more money than you originally thought. As for the dream guy, some girls will get him, others won’t and that’s okay! You have the rest of your lives to find him. It all depends on where you’re at in your lives at that particular moment. Now the slow dancing part hardly happens. There are maybe 2 slow songs the entire night and most couples don’t even dance them.

At my prom I had THE dress but that was it and I didn’t mind at all, I still had alot of fun! I just want you girls to realize that life isn’t a fairytale. You have to work for what you want, you have to go out and get it! It all pays off in the end. Honestly though, I didn’t really even want a date for my prom. The way I saw it: I could dance with my friends or whoever I wanted because I didn’t feel obligated to stick by one person the whole night.

Ladies, when you’re in highschool the last thing you need is a boyfriend-and all the drama that comes along with him. Take the time to find yourself! To be totally secure within your own skin! I did, and it’s the best choice I’ve ever made. I feel way more confident in myself. That’s something fairytales don’t teach you.

I hate to see girls get their hopes up only to get crushed when their dreams don’t come true. That doesn’t mean you stop dreaming!

I have one last thing to say: Pray for the best but be ready for whatever is thrown your way! One of my favorite sayings is “roll with the punches” because that is exactly what you have to do in life!

From my heart to yours:

God bless and good luck on your life’s journeys <3

Run or Hide?

Thu, 26 Jan 2012 23:03:00 -0500

(Based on a true story of my childhood)

Crunch! Squish! Panting, I ran as fast as my little legs could. All I heard was the thump of my feet against the earth and the terrified rhythm of my heart. Adrenaline sped through my veins like a race car. My thoughts were a jumble of worries: What’s going to happen to me? Is it following me? Will I die? I’m WAY too young to die!

At that electrifying moment I had to make a choice: Keep running or Hide?

30 Minutes Earlier.

It was a crisp fall day. The trees were abundant with multicolored leaves. There was no wind to bite the tip of my nose or interfere with my target practice. I was a huntress, armed with a slingshot and the pop cans were ferocious beasts. WHUP! CRACK! Impressed with my impeccable aim, I sought a new fantasy. One of danger and heroism! Galloping down the trails of the forest that was my backyard, I followed beaver tracks. The gnawed pieces of wood led me to a home, just not the beaver’s home.

A rustling behind me echoed through the silent forest. As if the trees themselves were watching and waiting for the culprit. I froze. A million possible suspects on who-or what could have made that noise spun through my head. I instantly started sweating. I was afraid to turn around. I knew my curiosity would win but that didn’t stop me from being afraid. I knew it was something big. I knew it was-most likely-something dangerous. I also knew that I had to react. Quickly.

I spun around to face the potential threat, and like a mouse retreating into its hole when spotting a cat, I sprinted in the direction I came. For I saw a cat. A leaner, faster, more agile cat. A cougar! Running away wasn’t the smartest choice, but it seemed like the only one. I didn’t stop. I didn’t look back. I couldn’t call for help. My voice deserted me! I was so focused on breathing and staying alive. Stay alive! Don’t die! Keep running! Don’t stop!

I didn’t stop. I kept running until a wall of warm air hit me with all its might. I was inside my house, the smell of dirt and sweat was gone. I could taste the lit candle; it was pumpkin. My heart slowed to its regular beat. I took a deep breath, trying to register all that had just occurred. All I could think of was the fact that I was safe. Well, and that I wasn’t going outside for a good long while.